First World Problem

It was my very first blog that I wrote about my series of laptops.
Well the newest one, the one with the WEBCAM, the one that I am ferousioucly typing on right now,
got a virus.

My parental units, told me they would get it fixed.
Well eventually, (four computerless, internetless, no mobile web weeks, no wait not weeks, MONTHS!!!
For godsakes months later.) they did.

And I had my beloved computer back.

Only after they got it fixed did they tell me that mr. computer fixer guy had to get rid of everything on my computer.

When my Anita told me on my ancient phone the devestating news, I teared up.

Phillip tried to make me feel better, and I said "I am going to go in my room and cry for five minutes."

I cried for the photos, depressing poems, small video clips, music, podcasts, programs, memories,
journal entries, games, the scary movie Phillip, Paulina and I had made, all lost to the evil computer virus fairy.

That bitch.

Now I have just discovered another heartbreaking loss, the loss of my webcam software. Fuck.

Enough

Someday, I'll have something.
something that no one else will ever have.
And it'll, well it'll be special.
To me at least.
It will be special to me.
Now i am not saying anyone will be jealous of it
or that anyone else will ever know it's special.
But I know it will be and for now that is enough.

2012: 10 Things I Am Looking Forward to Before the World Ends!

1. HUNGER GAMES MOVIE! I have watched the trailer a lot and cannot wait for it to come out! Bad-ass!

2. Going back to school! I took a semester off because of financial reasons, now I get to go back!

3. Performing! Acting! Another part of going back to school, for me anyways. Getting a summer contract goes along with this too.

4.Moving out of my shitty apartment.

5. Getting internet for the shit apartment

6. Using my Mom's kick-ass new really nice camera!

7. My little buddy Garin's 1st birthday!

8. New books! for my nook. or my shelves, I am okay with either.

9. Finally doing the ridic long craft list, now we have a reason and a purpose!

And that brings me to number 

10. Weddings! So that means I get to buy a lot of new dresses and be fancy on a few separate occasions. 

 Here's hoping I can find dates. Oh and I don't actually think the world is going to end.